February 2011
I always wonder why people look for love? I mean I know why. Always searching for something to cling on, to feel alive. All that lovey dovey, kiss-kiss.
…When really I think, you should be finding yourself. Instead of being lost in a sea of potential lover. Search for you because if you can’t find yourself, how else will you be able to find your match?
It's Kind Of A Funny Story
So I am watching this movie instead of studying for a Spanish one midterm. It’s Spanish one and it’s only 10% of our grade this year… Anyways I’m watching this movie again because I love the music(because I know most of it) and I can fully relate to this kid. I also dig the way it was filmed and how I notice that he was on the Brooklyn Bridge in the beginning. I really...
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New life goal...
Move to Brooklyn
Find friend’s with musical talent
Then form a band.
Become super well know in the underground music scene.
Sell out shows.
Be amazing.
January 2011
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Appreciation Post
Transatlaticism by Death Cab For Cutie… is probably the best song I’ve ever head. Hand’s down, the only seven minute song that can capture beauty and emotion. It’s pretty much my lullaby when I need a good sleeping. I think anyone who cover’s this song is fucking amazing. I would do a cover but I’m band-less.
Ben Gibbard and Death Cab and their poetry…...
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I'm an ungrateful little bitch.
So forty something minutes into the movie of, “It’s kind of a funny story” they play many songs that I recognize. But specifically they play this song by The XX when Craig is kind of in his own zone, drawing his view of Manhattan, during arts & crafts. And I automatically had this flash back of when I got to see the The XX, live for free last summer. Then my mind linked it...
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Note to self: You’ve been trying to write an amazing story with amazing inspiration flying everywhere, but you have no where to put it. Take a song, write about what you see in your head. Put it together in the end. Genius.
So my sister’s best friend left tonight for Australia. He’s going to be there for six months. That’s half a year. It’s extremely saddening to see my sister down. He listened to her problems, watch stupid foreign movies with her, he was literally a real best friend. It’s disappointing to know we won’t see him for months. My sister’s been crying and her sad...
“What? I call you a bitch all the time. You think I don’t mean it?” -Me
Ahh sisterly love.
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Is it any surprise that you feel so over-run? When all this time you had no one to tell you how to love and do you think it’s unwise to go and break yourself on this one? When all this time you didn’t know love, you didn’t know love, you didn’t know love.
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I don’t know why people insist on making me mad? I have extremely bad anger issues that I usually can control around a group of people. But if it’s one on one against someone else, be prepared for anything. I know people portray me as sweet angel Linda, but that’s what I want you to see, because if you’ve ever seen me angry, you’d think I’m nuts. I am really...
That awkward moment when you realize that:
randomness-is-epic:
This sex-god hottie from the movie Angus thongs and perfect snogging:
and this cute nerd from Kick-ass is the same person:
OMG ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS? …………….. IM DIED. MY MIND HAD BEEN FUCKED SO HARD RIGHT NOW. (SORRY TO ALL MY FOLLOWERS WHO HAVE TO SEE THIS)
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You know how your parent’s always want you to be serious about something? Be serious, be serious! What do you want to do with your life? Well I’m serious about something and for heaven’s sake, I’m good at it. Why is my mother playing blind? She told me she supports me in all I’m doing but she’s doing absolutely nothing to help me when I keep asking her.
I just realized something… You know what? Fuck everything else. I’m just going to do what makes me happy and if certain people can’t understand that then it’s okay they don’t have to stick along for the ride. I feel as if my mind has been in this misery state of constant thoughts in a shooting range. I’m tired of drowning myself in my own misery, I’m just...
tiny goals
Get hair cut this weekend.
Buy hair products, so you can dye them next weekend of so.
Visit Mae and get the camera and Prudence back.
Convince Mom to let me have my own web store.
Make Money.
Have a tumblr contest.
Study for midterms.
Enjoy February.
Be excited for The Strokes new single!
Be excited for all the shows I’m working.
Be excited about turning seventeen.
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Happy Birthday Emily Haines!
Thank you for inspiring me with your writing and music. I absolutely envy this woman for living her dream.
I love how I get ready, knowing we won’t have school, by seeing the snow fall… Yet I continue to push myself to get ready and when I finish, they call… Cool. Awesome man. WHATEVER. Jammin to Two Door Cinema Club.
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Don't think twice, it's alright.
I can’t put my faith in anyone. Because they’re flawed and they’re just people. They leave, they let you down, and the abandon. This ridiculous amount of pain I feel isn’t worth it. They say that pain makes you feel alive and even when you feel like you’re dead, that’s the feeling being alive gives you.
I’ve been having the toughest time this month and...
People suck.
(Head palm)
Seems like I can’t run away from any of you and you’re going to bother me until I die. Stupid stupid people, always letting me down. Always ruining my mood, I need to move away in the next 2-3 years.
tiny vissels.
Thing’s I want right now.
To visit my sister and cry to her (which I never do).
Have lunch with my mom and her friend, in new haven tomorrow.
To get my hair redone!
To go shopping (kind of makes everything better).
To buy some more furniture for my room.
Too put more photo’s/art up.
Get a new camera.
To take a road trip.
Someone to sell me a blackberry.
No more...
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between the bars
When people don’t understand why some people can’t smoke, drink, do drugs, ect. It’s not that they don’t want to have fun. Maybe from personal experience they’ve watch someone ruin their life to it, lost their life to it, ect, ect. Personally, whenever I need to escape, I won’t lie I turn to these thing’s. Which isn’t good in my case, due to the fact...
